lil more, and I be there!

spirittt!! be a big girl, Dea!
anway, I'm going to rule my life again as usual, be a student, law-student. this major isnt confusing me factually, but feel like don't wanna be here for any longer.
hahaha, that's just for opening!
many problems isn't solved yet!  I don't care, as long as I can feel happy. lolss..
study, love, marriage, boyfriend, friend, life, sex, money.. huh!

I want feel free, like what the taste? Should I have a pair of wings, then fly away this life?
I thought yes! lols..

God,I still believe in you! I believe I have a beautiful life there, that you create for me, only for me.
but, why I still feel in blue, alone, and weak??
too much asking make you more confused. isn't it??

for everyone, who is ever thought by me, give'em pleasure,God! give'em more happiness, make their problem more easier, 

yup,yup... and I must be New Dea! lil more here, Dea. then you arrive there safely,happily ever after!
lolss 
:D