It's been long time since our last encounter. And it looks like I suck at writing, only one a year! Omo...
As long as you guys are patience enough to read my writing, it's an honor for me to write again #bow
I've been sad.
It started a year ago while I finishing my pre-thesis, my senior (red - Riefa) had shown me the chance to study in Turkey through Turkey's govertment scholarship. My only intention was it will be a great pleasure for me to get the scholarship. Then I joined the whatsapp group for us who applied for that scholarship. I met great people there. They seems prepared and had this dream a long ago when the nations were united. Huh? What am I talking about? #lol
Anyway, they are full of spirit as well. An organization people, and very smart as well. One of them even substituted the prime lecturer to teach Arabic in uni-class! One of them, which I very look into is Mira, she got the Turkey's scholarship and LPDP - another scholarship from Indonesia's goverment. I even joined to LPDP group. There was this sir, got the scholarship and he was like giving us some advices, some, well, you can call it "wejangan". And again, one stuff I never get is "Parents blessing"
Mom and dad, they already forbid me to take any study abroad. But I wanna make one. Really do. I tried another way, like getting the scholarship first then tell them. But how can I get the scholarship? I do not get the blessing #sigh #cry I tried looking for domestic opportunities for my master major. It offers not much. It's like you're looking for another alternative which is only OK. #sigh
Happy for you that can get all you want and get the full support from your parents. Big dream daughter like me seems like never make it happens. I only pray what best for me and give me ig heart to achieve it happily. Ameen.
Bye for now, it's almost midnight and I wanna have some sleep. Nighty night everybody!
Love and kisses..
